Monday, June 26, 2006
jerks will be jerks
you're probably wondering why i am not posting this to my other blog. personally, i think this is too "frivolous" to be posted her. but at any rate here goes, hope everyone likeys.
the title is the title of the post
jerks will be jerks,
they take any form-
whether they're
fluffy puppies or pretty kitties
a jerk is a jerk.
they scratch you,
they hump on table legs
they hit on your best friend
when you're too busy enjoying
the intricacy of "the moment"
they step on your train,
cramp your style and break your heart.
jerks will be jerks,
and let me tell you-
this is not the "good" jerk
good jerks say sorry, kiss you and tell you-
"i am a jerk"
most jerks think that they're entitled
to be jerks
just because they drive cars and have better hair than you do
now, don't tell me to stop telling on jerks.
because, i too...
have been jerked by a jerk
on a rainy night.
it hurts like hell-
and it flattens your self esteem.
i'm telling you to be careful...
not unless you're skinny, pretty and ditzy.
jerks will be jerks.
kangy at 6/26/2006 06:07:00 AM | permalink |
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Saturday, June 24, 2006
what happened
my posts.... blogger is screwy. test post
kangy at 6/24/2006 08:43:00 AM | permalink |
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Tuesday, June 20, 2006
new favorte song to master.. la vie en rose!
i don't want to paste the french version- because blogger might screw the letters up again...
written by mme. edith piaf... i fell in love with patricia kaas' version. this english version was written by matt david...
here's the translation
LA VIE EN ROSE
Hold me close and hold me fast
The magic spell you cast
This is la vie en rose
When you kiss me,
Heaven sighs
And though I close my eyes
I see la vie en rose
When you press me to your heart
I'm in a world apart
A world where roses bloom
And when you speak
Angels sing from above
Every day words
Seem to turn into love songs
Give your heart and soul to me
And life will always be La vie en rose
I thought that love was just a word
They sang about in songs
I heard It took your kisses to reveal
That I was wrong, and love is real
Hold me close and hold me fast
The magic spell you cast
This is la vie en rose
When you kiss me,
Heaven sighs
And though I close my eyes
I see la vie en rose
When you press me to your heart
I'm in a world apart
A world where roses bloom
And when you speak
Angels sing from above
Every day words
Seem to turn into love songs
Give your heart and soul to me
And life will always be La vie en rose
kangy at 6/20/2006 09:36:00 PM | permalink |
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a hiatus finally over
after a long pause from blogging because of the blasted computer- here i am with a new layout... yes... :) i find this pretty- and even if it's too girly... i'm drawn to it. i'll be tweaking this blog more and if i ever grow tired of it again- i might go back to my kirsten ulve blogskin. what do you think?
you can either tag me- there's a tagboard on the left side of the blog or you can leave comments by hovering your mouse over the comment word below...
i'm tired of writing diary- like entries so i might be focusing on reviewing webbies or placing in random trivia and "special days"... not forgetting poetry, books and fashion.
and the usual rants.
good day! :)
kangy at 6/20/2006 12:41:00 PM | permalink |
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Thursday, June 08, 2006
a blog entry by ana marfori... ONI.
Mush mode.
Posted by amtm7 at 09:51 pm on May 31st, 2006.
Most of you probably don't know that I keep a handwritten journal for my more personal/emo entries. Well, I do. And I hardly ever share with other people what I write there, but I've really really been missing my high school friends lately. The paragraph below basically describes a typical lunch break with them. For you, my lurves!
Sometimes, I can picture it in my head almost perfectly... To my right is Kang, holding some book or a compilation of poems. Every now and then we exchange a few lines about calories. (Oh, the anorexic days. Hahaha.)
And we're very much aware that it's annoying the hell out of everyone else, but we don't care. To my left is Marian, quietly listening to Mae and Kris while eating siomai or chocolate chip cookies. No one else seems to notice, but she's actually just waiting for someone to stutter or say something stupid so she can laugh. Mae is across me, feasting on one of her two (yes, two) lunches. She's rolling her eyes and "whatever-ing" Kris every now and then. Kris is holding a slice of pizza and, as always, is calling Mae a loser. She's seated on a monobloc chair (shamelessly taken from some other part of the canteen) 'coz she was too lazy to race us to the table again.
It may seem lame to a lot of you, but I seriously looked forward to that every single day. The day-to-day things in high school are so underrated. I just wish I could have savored them more while they lasted.
kangy at 6/08/2006 09:08:00 PM | permalink |
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Saturday, June 03, 2006
"kang... keep swimming"
the past few days have been uber hard on me. so much tears, so much pain... at higit sa lahat- napakaraming utos. akala ko dati, sa school lang ako pwedeng utusan sa maraas na paraan. may pagkabastos pa ang pag-utos saakin. walang "carinyo". walang salamat, walang pakiusap-pakiusap.
i'm so happy i still have a bunch of people who stand by me.
special mention:
mimi, "kenshin", kris, ate tin,... KOPS. drea, rox!, daddy roy(tatay ko talaga :D), 'ga, yaya jo, mga security guard na pinagtatawanan ng mga kapatid ni mama, migs, "ikaw"... salamat sa pakikiramay sa akin.
nagimbal ako kung maisip ko na may pangalan akong hindi ilalagay dito... para kasi sa "ibang tao" mababaw ang problema ko.
would you belive what he told me:
"you don't need comfort. you need to face the truth. i don't comfort people. i tell them what's right."
would your own "confidant" tell you that while you're crying? mine did. it broke my heart. but at least i know who are my real friends.
here's a conversation (chat): people involved me and my ed-in chief when i was in high school... drea... whom i love :D
aeolian_veramiel: tsk
aeolian_veramiel: this is something i really can't comprehend
kang: i think she hates me
kang: i don't know why
aeolian_veramiel: ur depressing me
aeolian_veramiel: tskkang: i'm sorry
kang: you don't have to sympathize
aeolian_veramiel: ugh i am such an idealist sumtyms... then i get exposed to these things and bama
eolian_veramiel: nah i can't help it
kang: everything will work out somehow
aeolian_veramiel: hahaha
aeolian_veramiel: funny now it's like you're consoling me
kang: alam mo
kang: i tell myself when she's like that
kang: the easiest thing to do is to not care
kang: and cowards always take the easy way out
kang: they'd rather enjoy the destination than the journey
aeolian_veramiel: good thing you're not suicidal
aeolian_veramiel: gosh
kang: at times. i want to
kang: but there's so much of life to enjoy
kang: diba?
aeolian_veramiel: a lot of the people i'm with are like that
aeolian_veramiel: makes me want to kill em
aeolian_veramiel: hahah
aeolian_veramiel: yeah
aeolian_veramiel: plenty plent
aeolian_veramiel: *plenty
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what i can't forget was what my kabarkada kris told me.. she told me to keep swimming no matter what happens. she's right.
and that's what i'll do,
just swim :) i have the people who really care about me.
that's comforting enough.
kangy at 6/03/2006 10:58:00 PM | permalink |
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the life saver song! DAHAN DAHAN by brownman revival
Dahan-dahan
Brownman Revival
Pwede bang maabala ka nang sandali
Sa lahat ng mga nangyayari
Di mo man pinapansin, nararamdaman mo pa rin
Na may kulang at parang wala nang gana sa lahat
Lahat ng bagay bumibilis
Lahat ng tao'y nagmamadali
Litong-lito ang mundo
Pagod na pagod at nahihilo
Sa dami ng kaguluhan at kalat kaya
[chorus]
Dahan-dahan tayong bumitaw
Dahan-dahan tayong gumalaw
Dahan-dahan tayo sa lahat
Dahan-dahan tayong mamumulat
Ang dami-daming pinapagawa
Ang dami-daming mga salita
Maraming nagmamarunong
Wala namang marunong magtanong
Binibini (binibini) samahan mo na lang ako at...
[repeat chorus]
Dahan-dahan tayo 3x
Wo hoo
Dahan-dahan tayo 3x
Wohoo
Wag kang patakot o magpadala
O magpasindak sa sistema
Maniwala ka sa iy0ng sarili
Kailangan mong dalhin
Kailangan mong gumising
Ang daming nagmamarunong
Wala namang marunong magtanong
Binibini samahan mo na lang ak0 at.,.,
[repeat chorus]
kangy at 6/03/2006 12:06:00 AM | permalink |
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Friday, June 02, 2006
dahan dahan tayo sa lahat
hindi ko mabilang kung ilang beses ako umiyak ngayon.
bakit?
minaltrato ako ni nanay ngayon.
trinato niya ako na parang common alipin. pinaglinis niya ako ng kubeta sa harap ng bisita niya.
pinaringgan niya ako ng maraming beses. i quote: "hah! if you want money you'd better work for it!" (then she gives my stepbrother new rubber shoes)
nagluto ako. hindi niya kinain.
hindi niya ako kinibo kung wala siyang iuutos
pinaka malala...
i-dedemolish niya ang kwarto ko... (see, i'm the kind of person that has things in places i keep things. i'm... ecclectic... ecentric.. whatever. my mess is my mess. i live in it. i love it.) she's gonna fucking redecorate my room.
now, i'm wondering... if ever she reads all these rotten things i posted.. will it thaw her heart?
personally... i don't think so.
maybe there'a a fucking good reason why all this crud is suddenly dumped in my place. but rather than make my brain tired and sore. i'd rather write something surreal and beautiful.
do you believe that beautiful things can be like great swords forged from anger's flames?
i do :)
today... i wanted to rush everything. but it just made me feel worse. i wanted everything to move in warp speed so i can sleep and get over the day.
and the more i rushed, the slower the pace seemed to progress.
but when i heard this song. i just smiled. and i told myself. as long as i'll get over tomorrow. and enjoy whatever... ok na yun!
ika nga ng BMR... dahan dahan sa lahat! lyrics tomorrow!
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Thursday, June 01, 2006
the first day of june
nagtataka siguro kayo kung bakit walnag saysay ang mga post ko o kaya kung bakit nawala ang tagalog vibe ko. mahirap talaga maging masayang pinay kung punong puno ng tae (o kaya sa balbal na english ay "shit") ang inidoro na ang buhay ko.
paumanhin sa masamang leguahe.
pero...
ganoon talaga. pinagtyagaan ko ang walang ka-kwentang paratang ng bunso kong kapayid na si JT, na wala rin naman maibubuga dahil isa siyang negrong ulikba na hindi pa marunong magbasa.
mangmang
magsama sila kung saan man siyang bahay bata nanggaling.
good night.
kangy at 6/01/2006 11:40:00 PM | permalink |
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