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Tuesday, May 30, 2006

angst. angst. angst.



Kyle's Mom Is A Stupid Bitch by South Park
Well, Kyle's Mom's a bitch, she's a big fat bitch,
she's the biggest bitch in the whole wide world,
she's a stupid bitch if there ever was a bitch,
she's a bitch to all the boys and girls.

Monday she's a bitch, on Tuesday she's a bitch,
and Wednesday to Saturday she's a bitch,
then on Sunday just to be different she's a
super King Kamehameha be-atch.

Have you ever met my friend Kyle's Mom,
she's the biggest bitch in the whole wide world,
she's a mean old bitch and she has stupid hair,
she's a bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch,

bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch cause-a
she's a stupid bitch,
Kyle's Mom's a bitch and she's just a dirty bitch,
Kyle's mom is a bitch-ah.



dedicated to ... the sheila broflovski of my life. just replace the name kyle with kang if you know what i mean.



"SCREW YOU GUYS, I'M GOING HOME"- eric theodore cartman...
here's the vid. so you can feel my stereotypical, commercialized teenage angst. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w9tiM7brPhg <- linky linky to youtube


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Monday, May 29, 2006

today was average


the title says it all. just went to glorietta to buy cds, blank ones. it's so hard to think when you don't use your brain that much. hay.

i felt like i didn't make use of this day today. so forgive me :)



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Sunday, May 28, 2006

I HAD SMALL ARMS THEN




i realized a bad thing. and it made me cry... again.

i miss prom, fourth year. grabe, here are the pics.

this is to show you how neglected my inbox is.

i gained 15 pounds :) and i'll try to lose it.. someday.

enjoy!

PARA SA KOPS!



gawd! i miss looking like this. but i don't miss beig bulimic and being scared of food because i looked like that!


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Saturday, May 27, 2006

if you have good friends. you'll get it


"There's more to life than being in a band. Your friends are what will matter in the end."

"Don't give the things people do your subliminal meanings."

"Guys can do the sweetest things for girls and still not feel anything for them."

"Don't think of it too much."

"Borderline of CHEATING AND FAITHFULNESS: Recognize the reality that you already have the person that can give you more than what you get from the cheap thrills of attraction."

i feel lucky that God has given me friends and cousins that'll keep me on the ground and make me want to write :)

i have been in super senti mode for 24 hours and lemme tell you, when you are sad like hell and things happen to make things worse- time goes effin' slow.

it's good when you have friends to tell your problems to when the world just steps on your train and laughs while you trip and act stupid.

thanks, mga repapips!



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Friday, May 26, 2006

dedicated to...


sums up everything... missing... something is missing. for some reason, those words burned a hole in my heart.... and left some ache i can't pacify.



it's not like me to like "fluff" like this. but bear with me. maybe tomorrow, i'll be back to my opinionated, sassy self.

now.

i just want to lay back. and watch the reruns of our moments in my mind.

because i have to get over it.

fast.

the lyrics.... the song is originally sang by ray parker jr. and is better. but this video slapped me on the face today :)


Click HERE for JED MADELA Sheet Music!


The Past

by : Jed Madela (
http://www.songandmusiclyrics.com/296137-lyrics-to-JED-MADELA-THE-PAST.html)



I was wrong when i hurt you

But did you have to hurt me too

Did you think revenge will make it better?

I don't care about the past

I just want our love to last

There's a way to bring us back together



Chorus:

I must forgive you

You must forgive me too

If we wanna try to put things back

the way they used to be

'cause there's no sense in going over and over

The same things as before

So let's not bring the past up anymore



Out of all the good we had

You only keep track of the bad

Though you knew i never really loved her

Didn't anyone tell you yet

That to forgive is to forget

How can you be mad if you don't remember



Repeat Chorus



I must forgive you

And you must forgive me too

It's the only thing that's left

that we haven't try to do

One thing that i'm sure will work

That we haven't tried before

Let's not bring the past back anymore





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Thursday, May 25, 2006

PARTY!!!

i'm gonna go to a party... nanananana... :D


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Wednesday, May 24, 2006

my brother's birhday

first things first. my brother had his birthday today in calamba, laguna. in a private resort. the whole place was nice! pero na-astigan talaga ako sa isang bagay....

ANG VIDEOKE MACHINE!

putrages. (kalye mode) ka- astigan! andaming kanta. karamihan bago. at mga gusto ko! nakikita nyo yang picture na yan? yan si yasimen kurdi at dino concepcion pag walang make-up! gandang mga tao no!?


ang mga kantang hinding hindi mo makikita sa ibang videoke machine na meron itong super saiyan machine na ito..

-final fantasy8, 9, 10 theme songs
-classical piano pieces
-ghostfighter theme song
-sailormoon (us version) theme song

new songs na wala sa ibang bulok na videoke:
- maroon 5 songs like harder to breathe, sunday morning and must get out
- a real reggae medley
- brownman revival songs (maling akala and lintik)
- the pokemon theme song
- all the kitchie nadal songs with mtvs
- all the hale and cueshe songs with mtvs (except the really new ones like 24 hours and shit like that.)
- gemini by spongecola

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i just sang! and not really swam. water was too warm. another pic... pahalayan na 100% all good chubby. 100% intellectually sexy :D i'm drunk ;_;





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Monday, May 22, 2006

can you speak patois? and the thrills of online dating!


i came across something interesting.

do any of you listen to bob marley's songs or any reggae song perhaps?

if you have ears, you'll realize they sing/ speak in an accent like:
- old pirate sails they rob i.
- we're leaving babylon, going to our...
... basta, they have a certain lingo.

it's not nigga language. it's not like that you foo!

it's called patois, pronounced pah-twah and not patoys.
http://www.speakjamaican.com/glossary.html- many here... try some! and don't JUST imitate the guy in the nescafe commercial, there are so many words than mon.

lemme map out some interesting ones:

Star- To sport something or an event in style; also slang for “Man”. Yu mus star dem threads. (You have to sport and wear those clothes like you are the king). Wha’ppun, star? (What’s up, man?)

Su-Su (sue-sue)- To gossip and spread rumors. The sound of whispering in one’s ear denotes gossip and backbiting. Nuh su-su pon mi back. (Don’t gossip behind my back.)

Ten toe turbo- An funny expression meaning to walk and use your feet. It must be known that the majority of Jamaicans walk for transportation.

Upful- Positive feelings. Yu so upful. (You are cheerful.)

Vex- This the key word that is used to mean angry, mad, upset, furious, ECT. Naa mek mi vex, mon! (Don’t make me mad!)

Mantell- Male gigolo; a real player and whore of a man.

Darkers (dah-kahs)- Sunglasses, shades.Dat- ThatDawta (doh-ta)- Daughter; woman, good woman friend.

Dear- Expensive. Dat cost dear. (That is very expensive.)

my favorites so far:

I-ree- Rasta word for “Irie”, which means to be happy.

All fruits ripe- Everything is just great. All is good.

Babylon (bah-bee-lon)- A Rasta word for the police and the corrupt system

kewl, right??? why not wear a tam while you're at it! ^_^
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i helped my ate tin upload some photos to her online dating account. i think she's in lovehappens.com, and i found it interesting. there are so many middle-aged people lookin for love... and all of this happens in a worldwide basis!

and to think you'd find whack-o's in friendster alone. maybe that's one reason people in the states are so scared of internet creeps- there was even a guy there that looked like he could play the part of jesus christ. i found it dumbfounding. i'm not trying to get on anyone's nerves... well... if you like those sorts of people...

online dating is cool. pero diba mas maganda kung makikilala mo si mr. right sa personal? o kaya sa carinderia, coffee shop, bookstore... bar... disco (wtf??!!!)... school. friendster... HAHAHA!

primitibo na kung primitibo. pero ngayon lang kasi ako nakakakita ng ganoon- online dating in action. mga nag-aaply pala dun, todo pa good shoT! they even post pictures that aren't really theirs... just for companionship and a chance meeting of fates.

it sounds magical... but a little screwed up in the sides.

but isn't that how love is?

where am i going????

frankly, i don't know!

good night!

irie!!! ^_^



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Sunday, May 21, 2006

my summer songs and things

i am not lionizing any band. i just like the songs. people who find any of these things offensive should, i don't know- rot? these are the things that totally endeared to me these past few months.

1. there's my room (picture to follow) my abode- my personal bombshelter. call me a loser but. i love the place. it's comfy... it's a parent with invisible hands of some sort. it has seen me cry because of a guy, it has seen me in states i am not meant to be seen publicly :)

2. junk food- made me happier. and add on a few more pounds. BAD! (cheetos and lays salt and vinegar... nothing else)

3. reggae... reggae.

whether it be UB40, damien marley, brownman revival, bob marley or indio i...
the music pushed me to write again... writing this made the irie vibes in me
resonate. my reggae songs in my lowly mp3 in no particular order- you should try
downloading these:

1. brownman revival's steady lang album: my fave cuts include... jeggae, ikaw forever, dahan dahan, under the reggae moon, lintik and
binibini

2. indio i's di mo lang alam, diwata, s on my
chest

3. bob marley's chant down babylon songs: concrete jungle, johnny
was, turn your lights down low
and his other songs. maganda yung
rendition nya ng HOTEL CALIFORNIA.

4. UB40's red red wine, maxi priest's wild
world

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4. i've revived a love affair with anime: faves: yakitate japan and full metal
alchemist!

5. i sleep more.

6. i'm enjoying menial household
chores :)

more tomorrow



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the unsuccessful gimik night


2:28 am
is so far the most unsuccesful gimik night ever. my mom was making a fuss sayin' like cafe havana was cool and shit. we ended up- having starbucks and going home. it just proves that the nightlife in glorietta, greenbelt and wherever, is for the youth.

pambata lang ba?

so... moral of the night- youth, is a very, very valuable thing. it passes you by quickly. make use of it.



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Friday, May 19, 2006

funny and downright dumbfounding terms


as i leafed through my emails- again! i found these. . . treasures. these were sent by one of my cousins...

1. BAKTOL - ang ikatlong lebel ng mabahong amoy sa kili-kili. Ang baktol ay kapareho ng amoy ng nabubulok na bayabas. Ito'y dumidikit sa damit, at humahalo sa pawis. Madalas na naaamoy tuwing registration, lalo na sa mga general subjects gaya ng natsci, comm, socsci, etc, dahil sa sobrang siksikan ng mga estudyante.
"Put@n6 !n@, sinong nangangamoy BAKTOL sa inyo????!!!"

2. KUKURIKAPU - libag sa ilalim ng boobs. Madalas na namumuo dahil sa labis na baby powder na inilalagay sa katawan. Maaari ding mamuo kung hindi talaga naliligo o naghihilod ang isang babae. Ang KUKURIKAPU ay mas madalas mamuo sa mga babaeng malalaki ang j0ga.
"Honey, maligo ka na kaya para maalis yang KUKURIKAPU mo!"

3. MULMUL - buhok sa gitna ng isang nunal. Mahirap ipaliwanag kung bakit nagkakaroon ng MULMUL ang isang nunal, subalit hindi talaga ito naaalis, kahit na bunutin pa ito, maliban na lamang kung ipapa-laser ito.
"How nice naman you r MULMUL!"

4. BURNIK - taeng sumabit sa buhok sa pwet. Madalas nararanasan ng mga taong nagti-tissue lamang pagkatapos tumae. Ang BURNIK ay mahirap alisin, lalo na kapag natuyo na ito. Ipinapayo sa mga may BURNIK na maligo na lamang upang ito'y maalis.
"Labs, alam ko kung anong kinain mo kanina!!!"

5. ALPOMBRA - kasuotan sa paa na kadalasang makikitang suot ng mga tindero ng yosi sa Quiapo. Ito'y may makipot na suotan ng paa, at manipis na swelas. Mistulang sandalyas ito ng babae pero kadalasang suot ng mga lalaki. Available in blue, red, green, etc.

6. BAKOKANG - higanteng peklat. Ito'y madalas na dulot ng mga sugat na malaki. Imbes na normal na balat ang nakatakip sa bakokang, ito'y mayroong makintab na takip.

7. AGIHAP - libag na dumikit sa panty o brief dahil sa labis na pagmamahal sa suot panloob. Nabubuo ang AGIHAP kung ang panty o brief ay nasuot na ng hindi bababa sa tatlong araw.

8. DUKIT - ito ang amoy na nakukuha kung isinabit mo ang daliri mo sa iyong puwit, ....try it to prove it. That's DUKIT!

9. SPONGKLONG - ito'y isang bagong wika ang nangangahulugan sa isang estupidong tao.
Ex. "Buti naman at bumaba na sa puwesto ang spongklong nating Presidente."

10. LAPONGGA - ito'y kahalintulad sa laplapan o kaya ay lamasan.
Ex. "Hoy Utoy, bakit ba ang hilig mo sa mga sineng puro lapongga lang ang palabas?"

11. WENEKLEK - ito ang buhok sa utong na kadalasang nakikita sa mga tambay sa kanto na laging nakahubad. Meron din ang babae nito.
Ex. "Inay! Si Itay, sinaksak yung kapitbahay natin kasi hinila yung weneklek niya!"

12. BAKTUNG - pinaikling salita ng BAKAT-UTONG.
Ex. "Uy Jefferson, tingnan mo si Ma'am, baktung na naman!"

13. bakti - bakat panty

14. asogue - buhok sa kilikili

15. barnakol - maitim na libag sa batok na naipon sa matagal na panahon.

16. bultokachi - tubig na tumatalsik sa pwet kapag nalalaglag a ng isang malaking ebak

17. butuytuy - et!ts ng bata

18. jabarr - pawis ng katawan

19. kalamantutay - mabahong pangalan

20. mcarthur - taeng bumabalik after mong i-flush

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that's pinoy! try cracking these up in a posh party or something, ampootcha, tingnan natin kung anong masasagot ng mga social climber na yan.

sitwasyon 1:
tao1: hey, i see the mulmol that used to be on your cheek's gone
tao2: mulwhat??!!!

sitwasyon 2:
tao1: MAAAYYYY MCCCAAAARRRTHHHHHUUURRRRRR INNNN DAAA WATTEERR CLOSSEET!
tao2: *dapat talaga di ko tinira yung oysters!*

sitwasyon 3:
tao1: *addressing a reed thin person with the nipples jutting out her dress* heya! BAKTUNG!
tao2: i beg your pardon????



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the last bits of vacation


i can summarize my summer in TWO words


broken resolutions


it just sort of dawned to me that, of all my summers- this was the MOST depressing and unproductive summers ever... full of weight loss dreams but left without dinero, i am suffering. i cannot wait to go back to school and be stressed and lose the weight while doing something productive.

i'm promising myself that i WILL THROW OUT ALL THE CLUTTER IN MY ROOM TOMORROW. that's why i am watching all the dvds i want to watch tonight so all i could think about is how to earn money and clean my room... as in real clean.

i don't even feel like writing anything!



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Tuesday, May 16, 2006

damn i hate disease!


anak ng kalintikang tipaklong naman.

may sakit ako. hindi sakit sa puso, sa balunbalunan, hindi sa bato.

sa leeg. sa umikli kong leeg.

ayun, at dahil naipit na ata ang ugat sa leeg ko- mapa-jugular vein man yan na kumokonekta sa trigeminal nerve ko na nagpabara sa occipital wachamacallit nerve ko. pucha. i'm in in effin pain!!!

and not in a punky-angsty-click five way. i hate click five (baka may ma offend. sorry.)

what i have thought of today:

- how to pacify pain when you have a bad case of stiff neck:
* sleep
*eat fruits (it made me sleepy, think of it- healthy sugar crash)
*sleep in a certain position, don't let your neck hang loosely too much. believe me- when you wake up, it'll really hurt.
*sit down if you're planning wo watch TV- if your bed has a headboard, put your pillows vertically to support your back
*take a day off. try to get as much rest as you can
*have a massuese come over and whack the pain right out of you
*or if you have those masagers that can be rolled like a rolling in or something- try having someone put lavender or camphor oil on the troubled spot and "roll the woes away"
*spray pillow spray on your pillows so you can forget about the pain and smell your pillows more

- i've also thought of ranting this concern.

I DO NOT INTEND TO HURT ANY HALE, CUESHE or and whoever is obsessed with effin "uso" mainstream culture but for gawd's sake, please recognize the artists, let me rephrase that the OTHER artists who are nominated too. whatever happened to ORANGE AND LEMONS? they're original, they even sang the PBB theme... but they're in the bottom of the polls for favorite song? i'm not patronizing anyone ok? but i'm hopin that SPONGECOLA would bring home the bacon, in the FAVORITE SONG category. and what's up with female artist favorite? RACHEL ANN GO tramples on SARAH GERONIMO, BARBIE ALMABIS AND NINA? WTF is wrong with filipinos?

'tanginaglass naman, rachel ann "nose job" go?

no way.

sorry... MYMP? oh please. how many songs did they actaully write? 3? get me... s little bit? it just leaves a sour taste in my mouth that these artists don't write ACTUAL SONGS, but what compensates for that is that they do make good renditions. i give props to brownman revival's dino and dennis concepcion who wrote more than half of the songs (lintik and jeggae being favorites of mine) AGAIN, i'm not lionizing anyone. mahilig lang ako sa mga bagay at banda na hindi sinasamba at USO.

BUT THOSE ARE ONLY VERSIONS. how dare they????

oh! those artists make my neck throb more!

more of these rants... tomorrow

MY TOP BANDS/ARTISTS that i don't know why they're monopolizing the music industry or just "there" tanginamich nyo. buti na lang magaling manager 'nyo.
1. HALE (go to hale, hell rather. but tollgate's good. wag lang dapat kayo yung kumanta)
2. CUESHE (ranty, angsty, presko! poocha)
3. RACHEL ANN"osejob gone well" GO
4. CLICK 5
5. NIKKI BACOLOD (bilangin nyo kung ilang beses niya sinasabi ang "boy" sa kanta niya)
6. the band that sang ITSUMO. bago na 'ata name nila. they're dice and k-9 dati
7. EDDIE GIL and his wachamacallit NIKKI GIL. i loathe the vaseline song
8. i don't know why... i hate the SAY and SAM song. i hate SAY ALONZO, i love SAM MILBY
9. ARA MINA
10. JENNELYN MERCADO and MARK HERRAS (oh they have albums? YES)

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i do hope i don't get sued for writing this.
my neck feels better!



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Sunday, May 14, 2006

"momento mori"



momento mori- "remember that you must die"- thank you kris :)


i woke up today and went straight to the kitchen, i cooked pancit canton with an egg. i drank coffee... i've seriously forgotten how good it really tastes. it's mother's day, and i thought it would be a perfectly laid back day. but no.

(tagalog vibe kicking in)
kinumbidahan ako- napilitan ako pumunta sa bahay ng lola ko kasi may marathon ang "the nanny" sa hallmark channel ng 11:00-1:00 pm. naligo, nagbihis, nag-ahit. ayun. malamig ngayon sa 'pinas, dahil dinaanan ng bagyo. katapat lang namin ang bahay ni lola, pumasok ako sa bahay- naamoy ang amoy mg matamis na gata at kamatis.

pumasok ako sa loob ng bahay- nagulat ako kasi tatlo lang kaming sumama kay lola. si auntie ate, si mama. nandun din si tia tita, si auntie mely- pero hindi naman sila gaanong nagsalita. kumuha ako ng plato kahit busog ako- isang subong kanin at sarsa ng afritada lang kinain ko dahil hindi ko trip mag ginatan.

bigla na lang sinabi ni mama- "ate, alam mo ba si nanay,

nagpapagawa na ng ataul" (ataul=coffin)

natigilan ako. kasi nakuha pa nilang tumawa, at sa aking gulat...

nakikitawa rin si lola.

sabi ko- lola, antayin mo muna matapos birthday mo. masyado naman po kayo.

hindi ako pinakinggan ni lola. sabi nya lang. wa'syang paki. basta gusto nya yung coffin nya, may notes on the side of the exterior, yung mga notes, piesa daw ng kanta ni lolo babet sa kanya "laging balisa" . tapos naka engrave yung kanta nila ni lolo. "one day when we were young" sa takip ng kabaon.

"demn!" sa isip ko. parang ready na si lola ma-tsugi.

sabi ni lola. gusto nya, simple lang daw ang coffin nya, gawa sa kahoy. ayaw nya ng bongga o kahit ang anik-anik sa FRP nya. (final resting place) gusto nya, naka bistida sya. may salamin sa mata, nakasumbrero sya- tapos nakasabit ang wedding gown nya sa leeg na.

i know. very freaky.

so, nakitawa na rin ako. (alam ko... ipokrita! :P hehehe!)

tapos sabi nya, ayaw nya na pumunta sa loyola para maburol. gusto nya, sa bahay nya... (oh may gad. 5 steps away from our gate! :O )

sabi nya sakin. gusto nya, pag make-upan sya ng embalsamador- gusto nya maganda sya at... naka-smile... (natatakot na ba kayo?!?!)

tinanong ko si lola... ba't ka pa poporma, 'la. eh patay na kayo, diba? baka mas lalong walang tumingin sa ataul nyo. imbis na iyakan ka nila... baka sundan ka nila sa kakatawa.

sabi niya: "kung may magtanong kung bakit ganoon ang porma ko...sabihin mo, pupunta kong excursion sa langit"

KONYO ALERT.....
i'm surprised by lola's gung-ho attitude. lemme rephrase that- she looked at death as a positive thing. she enjoyed discussing what she'd want when she dies. it was almost like she talked about what her wedding plans would be. i actually, well. salute her for that. that's how everyone should view life. she is a whole lotta woman because she "ain't afraid" to expire.

i don't know why people go to lengths just to live long and kick themselves in the ass, and what do they do to make others comfortable? absolutely nothing.

well, some people are like that.

and what's ugly is the good people usually are the ones that have good hearts and intentions, they die early. some people who live long are backstabbing, most of the time conniving. maybe the reason they're afraid to die is because they can just imagine how hot it is being in hell.

the point i want to get across is that everyone dies. and that there's no erase or rewind in life. even if you do have all the money in the world (that would be nice, wouldn't it?) how will you spend it? can you use the money to bring you back childhood? the friends that went ahead of you and died early? well, can you?

can money buy you a decent, simple family?

this- i thought of and cried. sure, you diet and try to lose weight so you can live long enough to be hot and be a picture of health. you try not to eat rice and not smoke. but are you immortal?

sure, it's nice to look good... but when you are rotten as hell inside- you're better off dead. some people go to jail, have sex, or kill just to put food in their stomachs.

i don't how some people will react to this but...

"what's the point of keeping yourself alive if you're gonna die anyway?"

because your loved ones need you?
because you want to live a full life?
because you have a dream?

well...
when have you become loving to people who need you the most?
have you really put a great effort in living your dream and living up to your own expectations?

well, have you?

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that gave me a headache :)



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HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY



today is may 14, 2006

happy mother's day to all ya mom's out there! i'm no blogger techie freak or anything but here's something for all the mom's in the world!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY this jpeg. image is for ya!



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Saturday, May 13, 2006

nostalgia nerve just got hit hard, baby!


naisipan ko na buksan ang mga luma kong mga messages sa luma kong e-mail account. (by the way, you can e-mail me at kangcanwrite@yahoo.com for whatever bits of inpspiration you can think of.)

naiyak ako- seryoso. parang naisip ko- saan kaya napunta ang mga magagandang araw na iyon? pati mga ka-cornyhan, secret codes, jokes, kulitan... basta maraming chechebureche... naroon lahat. tinanong ko sa sarili ko, nasan na kaya ang high school life ko? nandoon pala sa inbox ng lycos account ko :)

naisip ko sa mga sandaling pinagtatawanan ko ang mga bagay na ako si selphie tilmitt, flirt master, si jollibee, si kangers, si britney spears dahil sa linagyan ko ng maraming dyaryo ang hinahaparap ko dahil nagkaroon kami ng game sa school org namin (the assumption school newspaper i worked for my whole high school life was called fACets)... marami akong palayaw noong araw- ngunit ngayon dahil sa matagal na pagninilay,

nalaman ko'y ako si kang.

at hindi na mababalik ang mga araw na iyon kung saan ang pinoproblema ko ay ang aking academic probation sa algebra o ang porma ko sa susunod na soiree o interaction :)

saludo ako sa mga taong hanggang ngayon nariyan pa ang mga kaibigan at kaakibat noong sila ay bata pa... natutuwa talaga ako sa kanila. sila pa yata ang mga tao na atat mag-debut kung sila'y mag 18.

dahil ako- sa utak ko na lang rinerewind lahat ng masasayang araw ko. sa isip ko nga, noong mga araw na iyon- parang vhs player lang ako. tape per tape, pwede rewind, pwede fast forward. pero- kung nasa parehong time period lang tayo- alam niyo na walang "chapters" dyan.

sa dvd kasi diba, maayos ang pagkahanay-hanay ng mga chapters? kung gusto mo makita yung mga chapter na yun... pipiliin mo lang sa sub-menu, tapos pwede mo na panoorin magmula dun.

sorry... VHS lang ako.

aminado ako na nagsisisi ako dahil pinababayaan ko ang mga maliliit na bagay na importante sa mga kaibigan ko. pero- that was my choice, and i reckon that all of those forgetting and putting off has made me a bit depressed as i look at e-mails in my inbox.

i made a vow to reconnect to my old friends, it's gonna be hard... but i have to do what i think and feel would be worth it.

i plan gimiks now. text- and not wait to be texted. i do testimonials for my friends.

ang pagsisisi ay magtatapos ngayon.

oras na para tumayo- ihanda ang hinlalaki :)



kangy at 5/13/2006 08:37:00 PM | permalink | comments (0)


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from my e-mails that i really didn't read! :)


Classy things to say when stressed

1. "Okay, okay! I take it back. Unfuck you!!!"
2. "You say I'm a bitch like it's a bad thing?!"
3. "How many times do I have to flush before you go away?"
4. "Well this day was a total waste of make-up."]5. "Well aren't we a bloody ray of sunshine?"
6. "Don't bother me, I'm living happily ever after."
7. "Do I look like a fucking people person!"
8. "This isn't an office. It's HELL with fluorescent lighting."
9. "I started out with nothing still have most of it left."
10. "I pretend to work, they pretend to pay me."
11. "YOU!!... off my planet!!!"
12. "Therapy is expensive. Popping bubble plastic is cheap. You choose."
13. "Practice random acts of intelligence and senseless acts of self-control."
14. "Errors have been made. Others will be blamed."
15. "And your cry-baby, whiny-assed opinion would be.....?"
16. "I'm not crazy. I've been in a very bad mood for 30 years."
17. "Sarcasm is just one more service I offer."
18. "Whatever kind of look you were going for, you missed."
19. "Do they ever shut up on your planet?"
20. "I'm not your type. I'm not inflatable."
21. "Stress is when you wake up screaming and you realise you haven't gone to sleep yet."
22. "Back off!! You're standing in my aura."
23. "Don't worry. I forgot your name too."
24. "I just want revenge. Is that so wrong?"
25. "I work 45 hours a week to be this poor."
26. "Nice perfume. Must you marinate in it."
27. "Not all men are annoying. Some are dead."
28. "Wait...I'm trying to imagine you with a personality."
29. "Chaos, panic and disorder . . . my work here is done."
30. "Ambivalent? Well yes and no."
31. "You look like shit. Is that the style now?"
32. "Earth is full. Go home."
33. "Aw, did I step on your poor little bitty ego?"
34. "I'm not tense, just terribly, terribly alert."
35. "A hard-on doesn't count as personal growth."
36. "You are depriving some village of an idiot."
37. "If assholes could fly, this place would be an airport!"
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this email was actually from my ninong (godparent) larry. he's a witty, hot chap! and he sends cool e-mails. here's one that i didn't really read. but i laughed my socks off when i read it again. kudos!



kangy at 5/13/2006 08:27:00 PM | permalink | comments (0)


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after the crash


my computer has gone haywire. now i'm freeloading here- living like a scavenger in my aunt's place which is three houses aways from mine. the internet connection here and excellent and they have all kinds of food here. kewl.

it's official i am officially... a hobo.

kidding aside.

finally, the tropical depressiom called "caloy" gave effin beach bums a run for their money. and i'm here. all comfy and cozy.

i have transformed my cousin nina into an insomniac like me. at night we talk about a lot of things... about past boyfriends, how much more interesting pinoy big brother would be if we were in the big bro house- then we would steal all the c2 and pillows there. we also talked about how sublime everythimg will be when we kick binay out of the mayor position and rule makati by ourselves. cool. municipal domination.



kangy at 5/13/2006 12:16:00 PM | permalink | comments (0)


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Tuesday, May 02, 2006

if you're like me and have nothing to do...

have you ever thought of what CAN happen if you knew the ANSWERS to these questions?



1. what does <3 mean? what is a "<3"
----- is it a heart? or a ... man's privates? (i'm being truthful.) a fancy bullet (computer language)

2. which came first... the chicken or the egg?

3. who was the first guy to ever watch cable TV in the philippines.

4. why does jackie chan and jfk have cursed blood lines?

5. do you really believe in your religion?

6. who was the first pop idol band?

7. what can cure aids?

8. what diet plan can work for anyone. i'm not talking about exercise dammit!

9. do you really think that eve was adam's first wife?

10. what causes someone to turn bad, or basically ugly. sometimes, baby... you can't blame genes. hahahaha :)

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what can happen if you knew the answers? i have no idea.


kangy at 5/02/2006 11:28:00 AM | permalink | comments (0)


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Monday, May 01, 2006

i love this song! all hail pinoy reggae

di mo lang alam by indio i


Hindi ako makatulog nang hindi ka pinapangarap
Ikaw ang laging nasa isipan
At ang akala ko minsan ika'y aking yinayakap
Sa pagmulat ko ay unan lang


* Paano ko sasabihin sa 'yo
Ang tunay na layunin ng puso ko?



** 'Di mo lang alam
Ikaw ang tanging buhay ko
Kung alam mo lang
Ikaw lang ang iniibig ko


Tuwing ako'y napapalingon,
isa lang aking hangarin
Ikaw ang laging nasa isipan
At ang akala ko minsan kamay mo'y para sa akin
'Yun pala sa iyong kaibigan lang



(Repeat *)
(Repeat ** twice)


Bridge: Hanggang kailan ako maghihintay
O, sana 'wag habangbuhay
'Wag kang magduda,
ikaw lang ang nag-iisang sinta


At kung akala mo hindi kita mahal
Ikaw lang ang nananatili
(Repeat *)
(Repeat ** 4x)


Paano ko sasabihin sa 'yo (3x)
Tunay na layunin ng puso ko


kangy at 5/01/2006 01:07:00 PM | permalink | comments (0)


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.:THIS IS ME:.
my name is kang. 19. sarcastic, effortlessly cooky. happy and seeing life in pink. i've seen lalala land and i'm currently residing in it. i like parties, dancing and food. but i love reggae and HIM...

.:Memories of the Past:.



.:Recently, I've loved:.
quizzes gallore!
the first day high
lovely and lame... rain
p.s i love you
para kay michaelangelo
hot hot hot :D
hohoho. does that make me a hot tamale? :)
delayed?
some shows that i love... intros only
daria theme song... my alter ego

.:Conversations are Endearing:.


.:Footprints in the Sand:.
-MY POETRY
-mike... my sanosuke sagara
-kuya k... ang makata
-ana... oni
-kris... poopykins
-mae... pacita
-fefe... akane
-mimi... the royal daughter
-jonar...the literati
-Tuskudrusla

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